Lately my writing has been really vulgar and i try to keep finding ways to improve them. i have so many ideas to write about but the more i try to arrange my words, the weirder it sounds and i just can't seem to write the sentences while typing. it always sounds better inside my head, and i'm so agitated cause i really want to write it all down and save it in this blog so that i can read it back one day, and recall my memories. mostly its not about what is happening in real life, they are just poetic words scattered inside my mind. it can be associated to real life, but in an secrecy way. hopefully i will get better with this writing thing. fingers crossed!