A clear picture. one would say its exaggerated, but the clarity of the view. simply magnificent. two people united, feeling the serenity gaze from two lovers. the innocence of entwining their fingers together. snuggling in a shallow space, with nothing but pure affection. the thought of it alone is beautiful. but its fiction. purely fiction.
She never expect to fall in love with this man. she have met her a couple of times before, but they were all just a brief "hellos" and plain greetings in public gatherings. she wasn't even attracted to him. there are so many handsome and eligible men in her league, just like him. so why would it differ? in the extract of her mind, love is what she yearned for. but it never crosses her mind, whoever that man will be. until they had the chance to work together and had to cooperate. and life began to take the most unexpected turn. at first, she just thinks of him as a good friend. he seems serious, but as she get to know him, he is very talkative and a happy person. very handsome, and when i meant handsome, i meant very very very handsome. he is optimistic about the views of life, and gives warmth to everyone he approaches. they got closer, and made her laugh. they share their personal stories, and have gotten very close. they become best friends. and soon, this unusual feeling starts to bloom in the corner of her heart. she feels fluttered when he is near her. when they stare at each other, she feels electrified. an odd feeling, of desire and rare connection. she blushes, she acts differently. like any woman in love would act. she felt this before, and she knows this feeling is dangerous. she feels appalled. petrified. fearful. concerned because of what happened in the past. she is a fool when it comes to love. and it doesn't help that all of her past relationships didn't work out well. heart broken, she has always been unlucky in love. and so she is trying to discard this baffled feeling. the worst part is, the more she becomes closer to him, the more she keeps thinking about him. the kind of feeling where you suddenly can't sleep because he is stuck in your mind. the mere picture of his smile, and the rhythm of his breath. things just keep getting worse. he asked her whether he could officially date her. oh no. she becomes hesitant and told him that she will think about it. they become distant. what hurts the most is not even because she is confused with her feelings and she is afraid the past will haunt her again, but its the deprived fact that she misses him even more. how can all of this happen in just a short span of time? she never thought she would fall for him. she doesn't want to be with him; but the thought of his being with someone else feels like a knife is stabbed inside her chest. after a few days passes into months. and finally, she decided to give it a try. the moment when they began seeing each other again, the odd feeling begins to bloom inside of her. again. this time, she doesn't try to divert the feeling. she embraces it, and it feels empowering and beautiful. she understood what she feels for him. she doesn't know how far this relationship will go, but at the mean time all she knows is she wants him. just as much as he wants her, more than anything in the world.