When you are being protective of someone, sometimes it irritates them. because you worry they would drift away from you, when reality is your actions are the reason why they are. and they leave you for someone better. someone that would understand them, give them a little freedom. and the worst feeling is, you thought he loves you. but if it was meant to be, this wouldn't have happened. because true love never dies. and this is the end as we know it. you tried to get back with him and apologize, but it was to late.
and is it insane, to be worried that he might fall for a woman that gives him an unrequited love? because she hasn't been in love for so long, love seems rare to her. because you care for him too much, you don't want him to be hurt. you want him to get a love that he truly deserves. and for some reason, she is compared to him in almost everything. men wants to dominate, not being dominated. its the worst feeling ever, when a woman empowers a man. because naturally a man wants to be in a higher position than woman. and isn't it hurtful, when a man loves a woman that is admired by so many? and all of them are eligible. handsome, successful, manly, you name it. he feels insecure. depressed. and so, smoking becomes a habit. a habit to release his stress, because the love he seek for does not meet his expectations. but he can't leave her. he just couldn't. this woman is extraordinary. no woman can be compared to her, he loves her so dearly. and whenever she is around him, he feels so comfortable and happy. is it crazy, to feel scared for this man? to feel, like he will suffer from the comparison, the abnormality of dating someone out of his league? or at least, he thinks he is out of her league. nevertheless, no one is too good for anyone. this man, he is not like any other man. he is considerate, he tries his best to make people feel happy around him. he is a true gentleman, a man of the highest qualities, like royalty. when he loves someone, that girl would be his first priority. he would treat her like a queen. he doesn't express his feelings with words, but with his actions. his admirable eyes. the wonderful gaze of a man's loving eyes. just by looking into his eyes, you can feel his compassion. he is mature, he can protect you and be a good husband. and you don't want him to hurt. because he is a true man that deserves real love. a mutual love. it is her loss if she loses an amazing man like this.
and you just sit there, thinking about those days when the idea of being in love makes you flutter. yet, you are curious if the love is even true. is it just an attraction, or just extremely friendly? what about flirting? you won't flirt with someone you are not attracted to. maybe just maybe, fate will take them to the right place. Oh God, please protect him. protect them. when the time comes.