You may not know this, but i think about you all the time. deep down, i'm yearning for your compassion. if only our minds can speak freely without second thoughts and built barriers. i miss you. i wonder what you're doing right now? i have this vision of freezing the time and run to your house just to get a glimpse of you.i'm not a cheesy kind of person, but i do love you. i thought about my feelings for you, and i finally got the answer and came to accept it. you may not know this, and you may never know about this. but i just got to let it out of my chest. why do i feel jealous but at times i feel happy seeing you with someone else? am i that love sick, that i'm willing to see you happy because seeing you happy makes me happy? its just absurd. but if crying for someone doesn't mean you love them, then what is love? i used to think that we may be soul mates because never in my life i would admire someone for this long period of time. but maybe that's not the case. maybe i don't even know the meaning of love. i'm just an immature, naive young girl. why am i so attracted to you? i don't think you're even close to my ideal type. i know you're not good for me. i would be consider punishing myself to be loving you. i'm not suppose to fall for you. the space in my heart is meant to be filled by my true soul mate. this makes me sad. and frustrated. and helpless.i just want to sit beside you and listen to you talk. and be friends. listen to your story. interest. but that will never happen. since today is new year's eve, my new year resolution is to forget about you. i know i tried this so many times, but this time i hope it would really work. because i need to move on. i feel guilty for loving you. i know i shouldn't. i hope my future partner, the one i'm meant to be with, is someone that would make me love him even more than i do to you. i pray, oh how i pray.
It's you, it's you, it's all for you
Everything I do
I tell you all the time
Heaven is a place on earth with you
Tell me all the things you want to do
I heard that you like the bad girls
Honey, is that true?
It's better than I ever even knew
They say that the world was built for two
Only worth living if somebody is loving you
Baby, now you do