Torment

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How do you do it? loving someone, then leaving them for another? so you just forget about the memories you carved? those times when you call each other for the entire night, worrying when they are down, trying to flash weary smiles when tiredness come? that cheesy line... if you really love me, you wouldn't let me go that easily in the first place.

responses like "yeah, i've seen others but that does not mean it feels the same." - personally i agree with this, but does that mean the entire time you snuggle and "fall in love" were just lip service? pointless words? talk about unacceptable. so you argued. but would you rather leave that person than working things out? are relationships really THAT cheap? you can buy them like its the most valuable thing you have ever gotten, but then when its broken, you throw it away like it was last night leftover dinner.

i can never understand relationships, and i don't even want to understand it. too complicated for me. too mainstream. too... indignant.