Obsessions.



How can a wonderful creature like you exist? when they say cruel things about you and criticize you, it hurts me to the core. i know that they are merely saying things because they don't know anything about you, but it still bothers me. is this an obsession? they say i'm crazy, but all i am trying to do is help. to be loyal. and because i have been following you for a long time, i know how you are. your beautiful eyes, your perfect jaw line, that killer dimples and soft voice. your gorgeous smile, that intense gaze. that perfect side profile.

sometimes, just by looking at you already makes me feel emotional. you're caring, but repressed. you are not the most romantic person on earth, but you love with all your heart. you speak highly of your parents, and is passionate at what you do. your're gentle and polite, and has high mannerism, like royalty or the social elite. you don't care about the outside world, you choose to spend most of the time reading books and listen to slow music. your sincerity touches me, and your humbleness makes me envy.

you are not afraid of challenges, or people's judgement on you. i don't even know you personally, but i can understand how you are even by the smallest things. you are not perfect, but your imperfection is what makes me admire you. your presence itself, is a treasure. you mean nothing to me, just a figure of what i yearn for. i hope you will find true love, like you desire. and never change, because how you are is what makes us, your fans, love you.